*as Far as These Feet will carry me*

As is a tale, so is life;
not how long it is, but how good it is, is what matters...

I am currently listening to newcomer in Sabah music industry - Joji. Got his song from D-BOS blog. Dunno why, but this lady who seldom hear malay song, is currently listening to this song everyday. I guess, having no laptop around make me stick to only one song to listen to.

Btw, I just found out that one of my student is actually my housemate's classmate of 5 years. I originally thought this guy is younger than me, but actually he is a year older than me. Come to think of it, this guy is quite different from the others, much polite, I guess... To think that he is x-smeshian, now I feel a lil dizzy about teaching him.. sigh .. Not just him, now, I know that 4 of my students are older than me.One is married. The others, I have no idea, many of them are 23, some 24, some 25...

Truthfully, I don't think that I am capable to be a lecturer for this kind of subject. Be it thermodynamics or mass balance, I will say yes. But production engineering is quite hard for me. My brain is not really functioning reading about processing thing, especially when it comes to equipments that I never saw and looked at the in side of it. Hopefully, they could understand the knowledge that I try to deliver to them.
Hopefully, they will be great technicians and engineers someday.
Hopefully, they will succeed out there...


OK. Let's change the topic.
Last Saturday, Ila, Afie and I went to Rumah Kebajikan Yayasan Suria in Tuaran.
(Not sure the right name, sori if I got it wrong)
Being a one day fasilitator for Kenali Diri Motivation programme arranged by Carrie.
The children were ok.
Some were stubborn, some were just nice.
I feel sorry for their sad journey of life.
Hopefully, one day they will find their happiness of lives.
I am praying for all of you,
especially for my group, team 1.
Here are some of the photos I took during the 'draw yourself as an object' segment
Some of them really good at drawing, especially fendy, gawe and hafiz.










Let's pray for everyone's happiness~~

Again, I am so very tired with my routine life right now. I don't even have time for myself, can't wait for chinese new year holiday... I'll be back to Kota Marudu on 13th February. Hopefully, things wil not be spoiled again. Hopefully I will be blessed with lucks after this.

Just a reminder to myself; This song describes best about your life at this very moment. Dear self, be positive-thinking ya! everything's gonna be alright...


Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

It just takes some time,
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright.

Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
So don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else.

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.
Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts
Are gonna say.


My 4 months old laptop is gone with the wind.
currently penniless and laptopless.
I have lost 2 laptop in 6 months.
How careless I have been these few months...
my previous laptop was stolen,
well, at least it's not because of my carelessness.

I am staying in a quite scary place, right now.
There have been like 7 or 8 cases of burglary.
Some of the victim are the people that I know.
I pity them, especially Senty who lost all her experimental data.
I really hope the burglar will learnt his lesson some day.

my research is going nowhere
I'm too damn busy with reading materials
I haven't seen Prof M in these 2 weeks.
damn. I should not accept the job offer.
I am too busy to do both.
God, help me..

I really wanna sleep properly~~
actually,
I should sleep properly~~
3 hours of sleeping is not enough..


some embarassing thing happened during class last Thursday.
Really hope they didn't recoqnize it.


READ.READ.READ.

YOU HAVE TO BE THE MASTER OF PRODUCTION ENGINEERING.
SO, KEEP READING.
DON'T YOU DARE TO SLEEP TONITE!




I could listen to this song all night long~